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Kyle Doud's avatar

These chuckleheads accidentally strengthened my faith. Here's how.

I walked on the Tulsa leg of the pilgrimage on Friday night, 4 miles from TU's campus to Holy Family Cathedral, with pit stops along the way. The whole way, these fellas were yelling. As a former fundamentalist myself, I found their protestations cute at first, but the longer we walked, the less forgiving I became. Altar after altar, their antics aggravated me. All I wanted was respectful silence to adore the Lord, but there was no peace--save when the matachines' drummers stepped in to drown them out!

But I "metanoia'd" a little when we stopped outside the parish of Christ the King, halfway to our destination. Our friends on the fringe were right behind me, and I could barely hear the Gospels or the prayers. And in the middle of all that, a phrase from an old spiritual director came back to me: "the chattering voice of the enemy."

The pilgrimage is like the Christian life in miniature, that much is obvious. We were literally following Jesus, even when we couldn't see Him. And (drawing a merely analogous connection) the voice of those protestors was akin to the chattering voice of the Enemy, constantly repeating the same dumb ideas, trying to shake the believer's faith. After two or three miles, I was surprised to notice my mental barriers wearing down in the face of their insistence.

I realized then that there's only one appropriate response to the voice of the Enemy: to praise, worship, and adore Christ.

A spiritual director (different one) told me once to curse at the devil, which has never sounded like a good idea. The devil's end goal is my distraction from Christ, and the ends justify the means to him. Dialoguing with the chattering voice of the enemy, paying it any attention at all, is kind of stupid. Keep walking after Christ, keep talking with other pilgrims, keep smiling and waving at the curious, keep singing, keep believing, keep worshipping the Lord.

And ask your guardian angel to scream "VIVA CRISTO REY!" in the devil's face, I guess.

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Jane's avatar

I attended the final leg of the Tulsa procession. Since I didn’t know about the non-engagement policy… I engaged. I had a friendly discussion with the father of the many children - mostly about John 6 (which, btw, he didn’t have a good response for - “it was metaphorical!” “Then why did he allow all those disciples to leave? Why didn’t he call out It’s metaphorical!”)

Anyway, what I did find out though was that he was baptized Catholic, confirmed, and considered being a priest. I’ve been praying for him and hope you all will too. I don’t know his name but I’m sure the Lord knows who we’re talking about!

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